@4:09 PM
CHANGED!
www.bubble-lurve.blogspot.comNO. ONE- i dont know how to use xanga for heaven's sake.
NO. TWO- i love -bubblelurve- too much, cant bear to delete this blog :(
@10:15 PM
YOUR FRIEND IS RATHER OR SHOULD I SAY VERY SAD.
i dont know why, i am feeling super sian and have no mood to do my TONS and tons of homework.
and then, i look at this pathetic blogskin, which make me feel rather, or very sian :[
OK, life's aint that easy anymore. everyday is all about CHINESE! chinese here and there and i am going crazy. i wonder why the rest of the class isnt going crazy. basically, during lessons, i stone or daydream. oh yea. about what? haha, a lot and wide range of things ;)
am going to use xanga soon, but i seriously not like xanga. yes, i am going to abandon my BUBBLELUVRE, until i find the cure to my HTML blogskins.
and i feel i am getting very sarcastic. rather, very :[
new blog, still, rather screwed
www.xanga.com/bubblelurve
@2:59 PM
sorry, i just couldn't help by staring outside the window and stare hard outside when teacher was talking.
weather's so nice and cosy.
Apparently, my mind was somewhere else:D
i was dreaming myself in Korea, which I will, in 6 month's time.
the kind of weather and kind of shopping and kind of scenery.
UNTIL...
i was awoken by the horror of my Chinese paper 1.
@3:34 PM
sometimes, it seemed so near, yet it's just so far.
sometimes, it's seemed so coincidental, and you thought that it's going to happen
happy mother's day
i heard them. it was so loud. i think the whole neighbourhood could.
and i am afraid that it'll happen to me one day.
the fear just came. i dont know. it just came as i stood by the windows and watched.
i dont know what was happening.
the scene seemed so real...
@10:06 AM
wow, yesterday was a blast (minusing the fact i was whining after the first paper)
c'mon, let's skipped the physics paper. THAT'S IT. that's it mans. i was really thinking of BURNING the papers yesterday night. too bad those wasnt our papers. HAHAHAHA, else i think i will set fire to mad's place. HAHA, maybe not that bad. i think i will just grab and run to the garbage center and then set fire. RIGHT MEL? ;) then mad's house can be saved.
anyways, watched Spiderman 3 yesterday and i was separated from the rest of them. was sitting beside two Indian guys :S erm yea, I WAS ISOLATED. so i was staring at the sound-proof wall :\ the movie was ok. HENRY DIED :( my handsome guy died, for a friend. see, how weida. the movie was average actually., but it's so shuang to use the vouchers bro gave me for my birthday ;) i still have one more actually :D use it for shrek 3
then we go PS then esplanade. we totally lost ourselves there. we did a music video, which is with SOMEONE out there? haha, and we saw some Indian, or rather, HIP Indian men there. hahah, boy, they were so funny
then went cell and had word and worship. i nearly dieded cause my neck was so stiff. Sometimes, people say that it's because due to our exams, we have no time to pray and seek God, and feel far away and neglected Him. However i beg otherwise. i felt that exams had somehow brought me much closer to Him. Before exam i pray, Before study time i pray, at night during QT, i pray. pray and pray and pray, and somehow i could feel His presence. For example, during my biology paper, i was praying in the examination hall like i think for rather long, that i didn't hear what the teachers said and had to ask ww what they said. Yet, throughout the whole 2 papers, though i seriously did last minute revision, i managed to do the paper rather smoothly when others were whining and complaining. Is that God at work? i don't know, but i believe it is. whatever the result maybe, i accept it. But somehow, i am scared that the same old thing will happen once again. really, I'm very scared. i don't want to go through yet another time of self-reprimanding. i don't want to. i don't deny, that period of time was really tough. i don't want to go through again.
Basically, prayers work. (ok, maybe minusing the fact the on the fateful night, i deliberately prayed for a good night's rest, but in the end, EARLY IN THE MORNING, i found myself couldn't move my neck and was in pain for one whole night that i couldn't sleep)
then cell celebrated my BELATED birthday and they bought me a shirt which reads "i can only please one person each day. TODAY IS NOT YOUR DAY. tmr doesn't look good"
i was laughing to myself on the taxi. boy, the taxi driver thought i was mad, like really. BUT this doesn't apply to michael or
tay pinghui THOMAS ONG. i totally welcome you, if you feel bored with pam or mel. HAHA. especially to michael. i know it's getting kinda bring with mel huh :)
thnks E367 for the wonderful card with so many "dao huay" in there :\ haha and the shirt and nice choco cake. it was really yummy
btw, i like killer taxi drivers. i met one yesterday after like 3469502940398053945 million of years waiting for ONE TAXI. but the taxi driver drove super FAST. really, you know, FAST AND FURIOUS! hahaha. man, if only he's handsome...
got to go to watch my 200 pound beauty
@9:06 PM
TMR'S A GONER
sorraye, i cant help but to be sooo negative about it :\
I CANT MOVE MY HEAD AND IT HAS WORSEN THROUGHOUT THE DAY :[
i really can't move my head. it hurts like 2325476568.
so i cant really revise, because i cant bend my head down? i cant do Amaths paper today cause i was totally distracted by the pain and i cant help but to cry. i felt so sore about it. really, because i knew i could do the paper, but...
physics paper tmr. the pain is really intolerable :[ its definitely not the normal stiff neck. it's smth worse than that ;[ so how am i going to concentrate tmr? TELL ME :[
THAT'S IT. tmr? THAT'S IT. it's going to be a loser day :(
@9:57 PM
BIOLOGY IS O V E R!!!!
i was
overjoyed :]
and it's totally worth the 10 hrs of mugging of more than 10 chapters of biology yesterday, and having to wake up at 0345hr this morning. oh yea, i was half aslp while studying biotech. THANK GOD that it didnt come out AT ALL.
God is
GREAT!and stuffing more informations like never before.
so now, IT'S PHYSICS. oh wells, you cant deny it's the long forsaken subject in my life.
two more days and it'll be over :]
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